The Sweet Escape

Wednesday, February 14

Somethings you just cant control,
theres no way of letting go
You could let me down it only takes time
Things I may live to regret
Wishing that we'd never met
Hard to see my way but loves so blind
Oh my head is spinning round
Can't believe this feeling now
I wish I knew whats going on in my mind

WARNING: EMO POST AH.
DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU.

first up, i hate it how we being human beings can get so attached SO FAST.
and yes. i am talking about YJC.

it is amazing how, on the 2o january, i was griping about how i hated school the next day, and how i'll never have any fun,any friends.
to be honest, i was looking forward to getting out of the school and leaving YJC forever, once results were out.

BUTBUTBUT, i am attached to YJC already,
especially to the basketball team.
the basketball team was what drew me closer to feeling more attached to school, and my fellow girlies!
and of course my dearest CTclass.

and now, having to leave for somewhere else, brings back many pleasant&unpleasant memories of secondary one.
IT WAS EXACTLY THE SAME.
attached to basketball and my class and my best friends at that point of time.

everything totally sucks now la.
i'm counting down the days to when we are all gonna be separated, and i feel even sad-der and scared.
no more clarissa, basketball, friends, YJ.

it's like i already miss my class now la.
and basketball girls.
sigh,
and i thought secondary one was bad enough.

cause, now i'm the one who made the choice to leave.
whereas, in sec one, my parents made me leave.
it sucks, cause i was not prepared to get so close to friends, basketball girls, YJ, and now when i finally get attached.

i have to leave.

SEE I TOLD YOU IT'S EMO.
AND I'M STILL NOT DONE RAMBLING.

but let's talk about sweetfluffystuff, that brightens up my mood.
was late for school AAGAIN.
first 1.5hours free, so i went to exercise.
went for run with clarissa.
:)

then we were all so hyped up about vday, more about the chocolates, giving,reeiving, the hugs&kisses, and the love:)

chem was okay, i understood some stuff.
ponned econs lecture, and i wanted to go run again, but the 2 friendss made me talk to them @the grand stand.
and SOMEONE freaking scared the hell out of me there, &that person's namely my lit teacher.

had to go for maths lecture, understood here and there.
kept sending sasa and joyce messages thru bluetooth!

so at twelve, we ad our break.
went to look for kenneth, who brought a basketball.
so we were supposed to play, but soon more people joined us, and then clarissa backed out cause she's scared.
but my friend is REALLY improving on basketball. for a girl who didn't dare to touch a ball, she's GREAT now!

so played 3 against 3.
2 girls and 4 guys,
i was with kenneth and another J2 guy, evan.
halfway, we changed team, and evan me and anothe J2 guy.
now, what's his name, were in a team.

and i'm so sorry to the guy whose chin bled!
i think i was the cause of your injury!
but overall very fun, nice playing with guys, cause the speed of the game is at a terribly fast pace.
but the downfall of playing with guys, is that it's so gross.UTTERLY GROSS. when they sre sweating and the rub their hands against yours. it's so gross, and i'm reminded of adeline.
remember POH!PRIMARY SIX.
SO OHMYGOSH LA.

so we palyed for one and a half hour straight, never take break leh. very good,
i think i burnt 1000 calories la.

so after that everyone broke up to go for class, sasa and i went to shoot.
and i sorta taught and corrected her on how to dribble and shoot.
GOOD JOB MY DEAREST FRIEND!

went for maths tutorial. and i think we're so slack now. not the whole class, but majority, and MR TAN can't bear to scold us cause we're his form class.

i love the fact, that went clarissa went out of classroom, i told MR TAN to close the door, so that she could not come in.
and MR TAN, said i could do anything i wanted to allow her back to class.
so i shouted and told her to say" i love supersweetsylvianne".
but nope! she didn't want
her loss.
so she stayed outside for another 5 minutes.
haha. until i felt happy enough to let her in.
:)

i'm gonna charge my camera's batteries, so that i can take lots of picture of my dearest friends in school tomorrow!:)
gonna pon assembly tomorrow morning, and go for P.E. yippie!

runningiscool.

conference with the 2 chops at 1015 later.
i'm gonna help my daddy with the bedsheets.

take care my dearest lovelies.
love you all sososo much!:)
much love, syl

Only if I could turn back time

I know I'd give it again

Last Updated @ 9:19 PM